Orbs Oh Holy Orbs

Orbs, ball lighting, spirit energy etc. a phenomenon so constant today as to be the norm.  I am not talking of the artistically embedded orbs used over green screen on the t.v. which I noticed appearing regularly in 2017/2018.  I mean the light energy orbs that we have been picking up with our cameras since the beginning of cameras.  Born in 1961 I’m the era of the Brownie camera.  I remember as far back as then seeing light anomalies in photographs, albeit many were likely lens flares.  I believe both technological advances as well as the Cosmic/Galactic changes that we are currently undergoing play a role in our ability to capture this phenomenon on camera.  What they are, why they appear, where they come from, and what they wish to impart have been my questions and at the root of my search since 2014.

Taken A still shot of a golden colored energy orb flying by.  Setting is a living room with a radiating heater, small shelf of books and a bit untidy green couch.
Taken November 2014, a screen shot of a golden orb in motion. Diana Cooper in Enlightenment Through Orbs, Ch 15 states the gold orb is the energy of Arch Angel Uriel.

It was my first smart phone that captured them on video. I was so excited see them in motion I would say I became a bit obsessed with filming them. Today I have over 600 and possibly as many as 1000 of these videos. During the years 2010 – 2017 I was a client of a shamanic healing practice called Healing Key Way, [http://www.healingkeyway.com] as these very first videos appeared. A very good program developed by William Phipps and Karen Kuenning which helps the client to address traumas and other issues through spiritual path work. I highly recommend it although I personally do not practice any longer I was trained to the level of Practitioner 2017 – 2019. In each session sacred space is created and statements to do “only the highest good” during sessions occur. I do feel the work that I did through out the years as a client and later as Practitioner has opened me up to greater spiritual reality, specifically due to this type of intent.

Watch to the end and you will see a beautifully colorful orb fly past my two dear pets as they play. This is my very first capture on video. This was taken 11/24/2014.

I did not recognize, at the time, that I had seen this phenomena in motion before, not just in photographs but with my eyes; it would be another 7 years before I’d connect today’s orbs with  experiences I had as a  small child.  As a child I did speak about my experiences because I was searching for someone who had the same experience…or for anyone to tell me what it was that I was seeing.  My expression of those experiences when I was young garnered me some negative attention so I eventually learned not to express them.  The inability to express my experiences would become an ingredient in my atheism which would be a primary force in my rocky past.  It would be my recognition of that lack of spirituality that would create the drive toward seeking Source or Creator.

This is what I call a feather orb. I captured this at home just after finishing a session with my Shaman. I left the sound on so you could hear my excitement at what I am seeing.

At first I thought these orbs were ghosts.  It was a time when paranormal shows were really getting big and of course they were always capturing orbs in their haunted locations. As I would search the internet for information I found very little in 2014-2015.  There were two books by Diana Cooper and Kathy Crosswell with photographs and their channeling as to who or what the orbs are.  “Every Orb is the visible manifestation of a spiritual being that radiates a message or energy or both,” is what they write in Enlightenment Through Orbs.  Those photographed in their books are the manifestations of Ascended Masters, Saints and Arch Angels.  They include many beautiful meditations to do while focusing on the photographs. I also ran into the Cosmic Disclosure duo of David Wilcock {www.DivineCosmos.com] and Corey Goode [SphereBeingAlliance.com], Secret Space Program insiders and leaders within the Disclosure community.  Corey Goode is well known for his travels via a blue sphere or Orb and his contacts with Higher Density Beings.  David is self educated in the sciences, also an ET contactee and channeler. These two men have brought me furthest in my understanding of what the Orbs might be. In David’s recent class Gateway to the Galactic Mind he does say not to take the  appearance of orbs lightly as they could be “entire motherships” of benevolent ET’s.  Added to the work of Carla Ruckert and L/L Research channeling Ra and The Law of One and I’m left with…Star Family.  

Today, my iPhone captures the Orbs almost as well as my original Android did. These are from October 2021.

In 2014 I was beginning to learn Consciousness Kinesiology or Muscle Testing, as a means of communicating with my Higher Self and building my intuition.  Through this testing I was able to determine that the energy is indeed spiritual, other dimensional and benevolent. Through later meditative practices is when it became clear that there was purpose to their overly obvious presence in my life today.  I’m beginning to believe that purpose may simply be to show that something exists beyond what my physical senses can determine. That they are evidence of my Star Family and an existence beyond that of this lifetime and this planet.  The dots have now connected to another early childhood memory showing me they’ve been with me all along.  Perhaps what I am to “remember” coming into this life might have something to do with these beautiful beings of light.

A darkened living room, book shelf on the wall with many books and objects. In from of that is a green high back couch.  In the center of the frame is a large white orb in which you can see 3 other orbs inside.  A mother ship perhaps?
A screen grab from October 2021. You can actually see 3 Orbs within the larger one. Mothership perhaps?

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Before I Was Here

We’ve all heard of the near death experience (NDE). I began hearing stories of the ‘phenomena’ in the media in the 1970’s. Controversial at the time but by the 21st century it has become accepted within the scientific and religious communities as well as across the general public as something that does indeed happen.  A google search on “books about near death experiences” yields a bit over 96 billion hits. Reading of other’s NDEs can be very inspiring and brings hope to many who themselves or their friends and family are facing the end of their lives.  Reading the stories of people who have all manner of spiritual experiences can be helpful not only in providing hope for the beyond but also in triggering our own sacred memories.  The experience I write of here is not a near death experience however…mine is a “before life experience”; the experience of coming into my body, of becoming a conscious human and of the beginning of a journey that goes from lifetime to lifetime and star system to star system.

Where was I before I was here?  It’s been a question I’ve been asking since a very small child. Spurred by the memory of an experience which for a number of years I had thought was just a dream.  It is one of my most enduring memories that over time has not faded rather its become more clear. 

It goes like this: I am in the kitchen of my childhood home.  I am up at ceiling level above where the refrigerator would stand, a kitchen scene plays out below. To the right a woman stands with her back to the room, she is at the stove.  A girl sits at the table and she is facing me, to my left is where I am going.  I am floating downward from what I believe in the dream is the refrigerator, large and bright white.  I’m seeing the girl again, with long brownish blondish hair and brown eyes and I say or think (probably think), 

“Oh, look who is here.”  

I am very happy by it too.  I have a recollection of turning back toward the refrigerator, large and bright white, and I say or think, 

“I will remember this time, I will not forget this time.” 

I also see another being to my right, tall and slender but can’t make out much more.

I get closer to this body that I am to become and once I reach the destination the veil drops and I’m me, “sonia”. I have no memory following that until the next experience around age 4.

What did I mean by “remember”, “not forgetting” and “this time”? It was not words that I spoke but more like thought being transferred. Telepathic.  Who was I speaking to?  What does this mean? “Where was I before I was here?  Why isn’t everyone asking where they were before they were here?” “Why do people worry about where they are going when they die? They need to be thinking about where they were before they were here!” 

I had thought I was age 3 in the “dream” but in recent years meditation has helped me clarify that it is actually when I am born or very shortly after. This experience was in my psyche from the start and it was later infused with language and imagery as I attained those skills. As soon as there was language I could ascribe to the event I did and that is what became memory. The memory does seem to remain at that childlike level for most of my life.  

 Over time I’ve gained some clarity within the memory.  My spiritual quest began about 7 years ago with the appearance of many orbs that I could capture on video.  That began my seeking.  I wanted to know what and why they were around.  Since I have studied esoteric spirituality and mysticism, energy and crystal healing, channeling and meditation.  Today I am in continual contact with those spiritual beings or angelic forces that are a part of my soul group.  They have not steered me wrong yet and they cheer me on this current venture of sharing my story.

With the help of The Beautiful Many or Benevolent Beings (which is how I refer to them and they also have names) I have been able to clarify the memory and see more detail.  The clarifications were regarding the time period, I was not 3 I was being born; the figure to the right has come into focus and well, it is not human, but it is Divine.

 I am up very high, higher than the ceiling.  Below me is what appears to be a hospital ward with one bed sitting solitary at the back end of a long ward.  A light shines down on this one bed, I do not notice any other patients in beds.  That is where I am headed…to that solitary bed.  I am traveling down toward the one that I am to become and I see a girl facing me.  There is a woman sitting up in that bed, her hair is dark and piled on her head or short and puffed up, I do not see her face. Standing next to her bed is the very young girl with long blondish brown hair.  I think to myself, 

“Oh look who is here,”  

and I am happy for it. I look back and up, the direction I floated from, and there are 3 beings with me as I say,

“I will remember this time, I will not forget this time,”

So it was not the kitchen but a hospital ward. What I had thought was a kitchen table was actually a hospital bed.  And now I know I am not alone as I come into this body.  There are others with me. When I first discovered this in meditation the beings were shapeless forms. In later meditations they are like bright flickering light, and bright with colors. I do not get a sense of bodies or faces but I do feel one on either side and one behind me.  Do I have sides if I am not in my body? Today I am able to see more forms than the original 3…but I’m still working to get a clear image. All of them appearing as light forms throwing off prisms of color.  I have a sense of discussion, instruction and or guidance from these beings. I know that what I am to do will be difficult and lonely but I really want to be doing it…there is a sense of duty mixed with a deep desire. I know that I am to not give up and never, ever kill myself because I will want to see how this story ends.  

Also the tall, slender figure has come into greater focus; she is various shades of blue, yes, she is a she…her eyes are large and almond shaped and I see a smile on her lips.  I notice her back has something on it…is that feathers? wings? and suddenly she spreads them out – yes she is winged.  She is present not just for me but for others as well; perhaps for my sister or my mother or both. I call her AzúI  and know her as my Guardian Angel, perhaps my Higher Self.  Iknow in time and with deep meditation and prayer more will come.

“I will remember this time, I will not forget this time” 

That is my response to this guidance. I set an intention coming into this incarnation to REMEMBER why I was here.  I stacked the deck with a memory that would not die.  This “before life” counseling session from my guides seems to have set my moral compass and my personality.  Beginning in childhood I did not like secrets, I never could keep one either and everyone knows I still can’t. I did not like lies and not just because I was bad at it, which I was…but there was something about lying that would break me on the inside, I’d feel betrayed and regaining trust takes a very long time. It made me very sad if I found out a lie or to see another person be bullied or cheated.  

2015 a shower of orbs appears during the early morning hours at my home in Oregon.

I told this story to a shamanic healer during a session. It was she who mentioned to me, after hearing this story, that I might be a wanderer. That I may have incarnated from an ET soul, a different start eternity system.  About this same time I and perhaps it was the shamanic work itself but orbs began to show up in my pictures and videos with great frequency.   All these colorful, different sized and multi-colored orbs flying about sent me seeking more answers.

Today there are hundreds of spiritually channeled works, including the Bible, that do help clear up my questions.  From understanding my before life experience, to orbs to being a wanderer, and more I’ve discovered from various channeled material and a plethora of ET researchers and UFOlogists.  I am learning in this process that it is time to break the historic cycles, not by denying they happened but by forgiving them. My spirit guides tell me it is not important that people believe or even read my story…it is important that I tell it, that I put it out there in some formal way.

I write this in the hope that it might trigger the before life experience of the reader.  Or validate for another experiencer that they are not “the only one”.  We are all individual souls on personal journeys within this collective but with a common goal, Ascension into a higher density realm. Do not expect your experience to match another’s precisely…mine is not “near death” mine is “before birth” but because I could not describe a time that I may have died I blocked myself off from realizing the magic of the memory.  So do not compare yourself…know that many manifestations of benevolence are occurring. Your guides and angels will speak to you through your own experiences, language, knowledge and belief systems.  Know this as well when interpreting another’s experience as you listen to the stories others have to tell.

There will be those that will believe this an attempt to get attention. There will be those that will believe this story, and others to follow; to be the musings of the deluded. There will be those that think I’m making it up. There will be those that will call me egotistical, arrogant or grandiose.  To “those” I say, you are a blessed and loved child of the Creator and I love you too.

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In Gratitude – sonia