Part 1 Contact: Visitors from Other Worlds

© 2021, sonia 

The following experience is written from two perspectives.  First is an enduring memory I have from age four. The second is from from an astral perspective or disassociated view and a memory more recently surfaced.  The italicized portion is memory that has come back over the years and most specifically this past year plus (2020-21).  I attempt to illustrate what I saw decades ago using the photos, screen shots and videos of more recent years’ light anomalies or orbs.  

Part One will be retelling my experience with little or no comment nor conclusion .  In Part Two (or more) I will explore the possibilities, beyond the material realm, using the various opinions and multiple academic, scientific, historic and spiritual sources that I have studied over the years that inform this experience as what can be called “otherworldly”, “spiritual” or “multi-dimensional”. The use of quotes does not necessarily evidence a belief system nor endorsement of the person quoted. Rather it is the best descriptive language, at this time, while also showing the many sources and works that touch on the theories surrounding our eternal souls and our place within Creator’s Universe.

Part One: Contact

A 1960's single family two story home.  Sapling trees in the yard, indicative of it's newness, a blue car parked in a neighbors driveway and very green grass marking the spring season.
My home in Maryland Easter 1964/65. The upstairs window on the right is the bedroom I shared with my sister.

Waking from sleep my eyes are still closed. I ‘feel’ the words “Don’t open your eyes you might see something that will scare you.” Still my eyes open and then I see the warning was not without merit. Right before my eyes, floating upward from the floor and between the bed and the wall was my greatest fear, a spider.  Not just any spider though, this was a grand daddy long legs spider and I really do not like them.  It floats upward vertically and then begins moving horizontally over my bed.  Throwing the blanket over my head my first thought was of my big sister.  I’m not worried about her, I need her to save me.  She is asleep in the twin bed next to mine.  I know it will only take one foot on the floor and I can launch myself into her bed and into safety. Except there was a floating grand daddy long legs over the top of me.

Grand daddy long legs spider. Small reddish body with brown spots, 6 legs sprout from the tiny center.

Managing to turn over in bed under the covers it is only a couple of seconds out in the open and I am in the safety of my sister’s bed with the blanket over both of us.  She is not too happy about it as I’ve woken her up.  

“There is a spider! It’s floating in the room and it was over my bed and now it’s over us,” I sputter on the verge of crying.

“Shut up and go get Mom then!” saying ‘shut up’ was against the rules but I didn’t bring it up.

“No, it’s out there,” whining now.

“Nothing is out there, just look.  Go get Mom and Dad,”  she groaned as she turned over to get back to sleep.

(Italics are used to depict parts of the memory that came later).

I am actually in two places now.  There in my childhood home running across the almost bare wood floor.  I am also up above, viewing the scene from the ceiling…there is no roof on the house and I can view all the rooms from this vantage point. I am looking down at the twin beds and I see it.  A tall grayish, brownish, long legged, creature with a large head and big black eyes.  My sister, still asleep in her bed, is held in a blue light. I move beyond the bedroom wall to my parent’s room.  I see this time two creatures like the first, each is on either side of my parent’s bed.  They are doing something. Checking something?

A very real looking animation of a tall grey ET, very thin, greyish blue skin and large black eyes, can not see any white to the eyes.
Clipart image of a grey alien, this is very close to what I see in this memory.

I know it’s no use, my sister can’t help and I’d have to go to my parent’s room.  I brave a peek from under the blanket. Coast is clear and I hit the floor running.  Across the little rug and hard wood floor I run out of the room, into the hall and turn toward my parents room.  

There I see the small 4 year old form that is me, a splash of black hair,  pajama top and bottoms, white with maybe a light colored print on them.  I watch as she (myself) jumps from one bed to the other; then again from that bed she runs right through the first creature who then vanishes, splitting off into shards or pieces that fly into the air before disappearing. The blue beam is also gone. As she (myself) stands at the doorway of her parents room the two creatures cease their activities and look toward the doorway, she (me) doesn’t see these two creatures same as she did not see the first.  What was a grand daddy long legs is now clear to me, from my perch above, a beautifully, multi colored round orb of light.  The creatures seem to react, looking up, as the orb enters my parent’s room.  They vanish, much like the first, and my view from above ceases.

clip art image of grey extra terrestrial
Another clipart image that closely resembles what I remember seeing.

I stand in the doorway of my parent’s room and I see it again.  The grand daddy long legs is moving toward the bed right to where my parent’s are sleeping.  I let out one of those little girl, high pitched screams.  To this day I can safely say I’ve never seen two people wake up and get out of bed so fast. In seconds I am in my mother’s arms and my father is looking about for what could have caused such a ruckus. He looks into our room and my sister is now sitting up.  I guess I’ve woken her up too.

I was insistent to my parents about what I did see and worried for them and the grand daddy long legs return.  To keep me calm and so they too could get sleep it was decided I would be in bed with my sister with the lights on.  I was thrilled, my sister not so much.  My parent’s go back to bed and my sister is soon asleep again.  I, however, am wide awake. 

The above screen shot from Nov 2014 shows how the orb in motion has a sort of tail trailing behind. The one by my bed was moving vertically with the tail looking like legs.

Sitting up slightly on my pillow watching our doorway and the dark hallway beyond something white comes from the left of the door jam, like something partially sticking out of our 3rd bedroom.  I lift up to see better.  I am not frightened. It slowly moves back behind the doorway and out of sight. I return to a reclined position and a few seconds later there it is again; partially sticking out from the doorway.  There are many cycles of this exchange that today I realize is a “peek a boo” game.  I am very  curious and know this has something to do with my scare earlier but the spider is now far from my thoughts.

Taken over Thanksgiving 2021 at my mother’s home. This is a very good example of what I was seeing peering from the other side of the door jam although what I saw was much more solidly white.

Flattening my blankets to make sure they are not in the way of what I am seeing.  Of course the blankets are pink and this object is very white. Solid from my perspective.  With 4 year old aged limits on memory and images I consider that this is a cartoon baker’s leg. I imagine a baker in a hat with a white apron and white pants.  I decide he is sticking out his leg and then pulling it back. Later in life I would also equate this to a white robe of a Priest or an Angel.  As this “peek a boo” continues I realize I know things in my head but not hearing any words.  I know that this white thing is very sorry about my being frightened earlier.  It is concerned with me and wants me comforted. It has a distinct male energy; strong and protective.  And it has something to show me.  

I know this to be a gift to be shown to me and not something I will hold or keep.  I anticipate and my curiosity builds.  Then from the 3rd bedroom, up near the ceiling and against the far wall of the hall they begin to fly.  Ribbons and ribbons of colorful light; greens, yellows, blues, whites, reds, pinks.  They flow down the hall and out of sight before returning on the opposite wall.  I do not know how much time passes but they slowly begin to fade away.  Looking back at the doorway expectantly, smiling because I am very happy now and awaiting the next surprise.

What I recall seeing at age 4 was much more uniform. This is the closest example from 2015. Notice even having the television on doesn’t deter “the visitors”.

“What is next?”, I think in my head.  

Wanting to see more and curious as to who is doing all these tricks for me I ask, “Can I see what you look like?” “Come out from the doorway so I can see you.” “I want to know who is there.” All of these thoughts are in my head but I feel I am conversing with something.

Again there is a knowing that I will not be permitted to see more than has been shown so far.  I become disappointed and even begin to pout.  Suddenly there is a shift in the energy and I am going to see something more; what I can only describe as a “negotiation” with others (?) a deal is struck and I am going to be allowed to see more than what has been shown.  I have no fear just a sense of peace and protective love.  I wait a few seconds.  From behind the door jam of the 3rd bedroom reaches out a hand. This is an adult male human hand and it does twinkle fingers at me. Not in the least threatening.  A little wave from a large, brown, human male hand.  Then it was gone.  

Clip art of the Hands of God drawing with one finger hand reaching out for the other.
Not what I saw but appropriate.

The sounds of movement come from the room to the right.  My father is up and I can not wait to tell him about everything that has happened since they went back to sleep.  As he readied himself for work I began retelling what had happened.  Likely I was very excited and talking very fast as was my habit.  I tried to explain that “a man” had been there visiting me and trying to make me feel better and that he sent me colors and I could talk to him without any words.  This was not met with equal excitement.  As far as my Dad remembered I was scared out of my wits and now I’m talking about some “man” in the house visiting? What nonsense. 

My father, being fatherly, did not want me ranting about such fantasies and scaring everyone the house.  I am certain that “the man” is still in other room. A normal parental thing to have me do is go to the room and see that there is nothing there; nothing to be frightened of and no man, it was only a dream.  I explain I was awake the whole time and the light was on. Dad insisted and so I went to that 3rd bedroom.  Looking in the doorway the room looks like a photograph negative, and there in the center of the room is what looks like a human man kneeling on one knee and closing a briefcase. I can not make out his features. He appears to be closing the case which was a rectangular, hard type case with the locks that push down and unlike my father’s which was soft leather, more like a bag with a handle and a snap to close it.  The man turned and his head moved as if he was looking at me as I stand in the doorway.  Then he vanishes and the room returns to normal.

two strips of negative format film
When looking into the 3rd bedroom the entire room was colored thusly.

I run back to my Dad.  “I saw it, I saw it, it was still there.  The man was there and he looked at me…and, and….”  My father threw up his arms and left for work shortly after.  I waited for my mother and sister to wake up and hear all about what happened.  I received much the same response from them as with my Dad; it was a dream, I had a nightmare, or I watched something scary on television etc.  It would be decades before I would begin to put the pieces together.

My sister, Linda, on the right. Me on the left. I believe it to be about this age when I had this experience. 1965ish.

End Part One.

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Orbs Oh Holy Orbs

Orbs, ball lighting, spirit energy etc. a phenomenon so constant today as to be the norm.  I am not talking of the artistically embedded orbs used over green screen on the t.v. which I noticed appearing regularly in 2017/2018.  I mean the light energy orbs that we have been picking up with our cameras since the beginning of cameras.  Born in 1961 I’m the era of the Brownie camera.  I remember as far back as then seeing light anomalies in photographs, albeit many were likely lens flares.  I believe both technological advances as well as the Cosmic/Galactic changes that we are currently undergoing play a role in our ability to capture this phenomenon on camera.  What they are, why they appear, where they come from, and what they wish to impart have been my questions and at the root of my search since 2014.

Taken A still shot of a golden colored energy orb flying by.  Setting is a living room with a radiating heater, small shelf of books and a bit untidy green couch.
Taken November 2014, a screen shot of a golden orb in motion. Diana Cooper in Enlightenment Through Orbs, Ch 15 states the gold orb is the energy of Arch Angel Uriel.

It was my first smart phone that captured them on video. I was so excited see them in motion I would say I became a bit obsessed with filming them. Today I have over 600 and possibly as many as 1000 of these videos. During the years 2010 – 2017 I was a client of a shamanic healing practice called Healing Key Way, [] as these very first videos appeared. A very good program developed by William Phipps and Karen Kuenning which helps the client to address traumas and other issues through spiritual path work. I highly recommend it although I personally do not practice any longer I was trained to the level of Practitioner 2017 – 2019. In each session sacred space is created and statements to do “only the highest good” during sessions occur. I do feel the work that I did through out the years as a client and later as Practitioner has opened me up to greater spiritual reality, specifically due to this type of intent.

Watch to the end and you will see a beautifully colorful orb fly past my two dear pets as they play. This is my very first capture on video. This was taken 11/24/2014.

I did not recognize, at the time, that I had seen this phenomena in motion before, not just in photographs but with my eyes; it would be another 7 years before I’d connect today’s orbs with  experiences I had as a  small child.  As a child I did speak about my experiences because I was searching for someone who had the same experience…or for anyone to tell me what it was that I was seeing.  My expression of those experiences when I was young garnered me some negative attention so I eventually learned not to express them.  The inability to express my experiences would become an ingredient in my atheism which would be a primary force in my rocky past.  It would be my recognition of that lack of spirituality that would create the drive toward seeking Source or Creator.

This is what I call a feather orb. I captured this at home just after finishing a session with my Shaman. I left the sound on so you could hear my excitement at what I am seeing.

At first I thought these orbs were ghosts.  It was a time when paranormal shows were really getting big and of course they were always capturing orbs in their haunted locations. As I would search the internet for information I found very little in 2014-2015.  There were two books by Diana Cooper and Kathy Crosswell with photographs and their channeling as to who or what the orbs are.  “Every Orb is the visible manifestation of a spiritual being that radiates a message or energy or both,” is what they write in Enlightenment Through Orbs.  Those photographed in their books are the manifestations of Ascended Masters, Saints and Arch Angels.  They include many beautiful meditations to do while focusing on the photographs. I also ran into the Cosmic Disclosure duo of David Wilcock {] and Corey Goode [], Secret Space Program insiders and leaders within the Disclosure community.  Corey Goode is well known for his travels via a blue sphere or Orb and his contacts with Higher Density Beings.  David is self educated in the sciences, also an ET contactee and channeler. These two men have brought me furthest in my understanding of what the Orbs might be. In David’s recent class Gateway to the Galactic Mind he does say not to take the  appearance of orbs lightly as they could be “entire motherships” of benevolent ET’s.  Added to the work of Carla Ruckert and L/L Research channeling Ra and The Law of One and I’m left with…Star Family.  

Today, my iPhone captures the Orbs almost as well as my original Android did. These are from October 2021.

In 2014 I was beginning to learn Consciousness Kinesiology or Muscle Testing, as a means of communicating with my Higher Self and building my intuition.  Through this testing I was able to determine that the energy is indeed spiritual, other dimensional and benevolent. Through later meditative practices is when it became clear that there was purpose to their overly obvious presence in my life today.  I’m beginning to believe that purpose may simply be to show that something exists beyond what my physical senses can determine. That they are evidence of my Star Family and an existence beyond that of this lifetime and this planet.  The dots have now connected to another early childhood memory showing me they’ve been with me all along.  Perhaps what I am to “remember” coming into this life might have something to do with these beautiful beings of light.

A darkened living room, book shelf on the wall with many books and objects. In from of that is a green high back couch.  In the center of the frame is a large white orb in which you can see 3 other orbs inside.  A mother ship perhaps?
A screen grab from October 2021. You can actually see 3 Orbs within the larger one. Mothership perhaps?

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