Part 2 Contact: Helpful and Not so Helpful Beings

“For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways. They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone.”

(Psalm 91:11-12 KJV)

At the time of the events retold in Contact Part 1 I had no context in my 4 year old mind as to what I witnessed.  A large part of the event, specifically the Grey beings present, in the house, having been forgotten or wiped from my memory very early.  My insistence, that “something” did happen and that someone showed me wavy ribbons of light, and then it all disappeared; was naturally met with skepticism. Today I feel I do have answers which connect my early childhood memories to my current experiences with these orbs or what is also known as  Exotic Vacuum Objects (EVOs) or Consciousness Units (CUs).  I am speaking here of the “helpful” beings and energies that are ever present and travel via these balls of lightening.

The orbs, CU’s or EVO’s are intelligent, infinite and have intention and purpose, as well as, being able to materialize into our current realm as, among other things, craft which are carrying crew. This is not to say that all orbs are benign which is a topic for a later post. It is always advised that one tune and prepare, clear and set sacred space before meditating especially if you wish communication with the energies around you. Set your intention to serve only the Highest Good. Keep a relationship with Creator in the way which resonates with you and keep love in your heart. I am a flawed child of God so in my imperfections I do practice this regularly.

Below are images taken on 3/10/22 and are my first outdoor sighting that I manage to get on camera. I had been asking in meditation and prayer for a sign outdoors as most of my images are indoors. This showed in the sky.

My collection of images accumulated as my experiences have increased and I began to recognize something familiar in the way that the orbs moved.  A good friend helped me with this in referring to the film Donnie Darko, she says “it’s not that you see them moving through space but you are seeing them use the space to move through” in describing their intelligent consciousness.  It is in that deliberate use of space that we see purpose.  It is in how the orbs glide across the room that I finally recognized that as the same as the movement of the spider I saw at age 4.

From 2015, my cat validated very early on that these are not dust. Adjusting the speed you can see how the orbs use the space to move through.

Today I believe the experience in Contact Part 1 to have elements of both good and bad but will use the term “helpful” and “not so helpful” in describing beings, entities or energies not of human origin either on or inside this planet or within other planets and densities.  What I believe happened was the Grey beings had already been there when the orb arrived into my room. That I heard “don’t open your eyes or you’ll see something scary” is coming from those Greys. It is called a thought form or holographic insert and it is basically a manipulated suggestion. That suggestion caused me see it as a Grand Daddy Long Legs spider, instead of the beautiful light being it was. I was certainly awakened or waking and the Greys leave as the orb floats through the rooms. My experience did end up a “helpful” one.

This blog essentially is the process of my trying to piece these experiences into context so it is evolving and it is of course only my perspective which is fed by my own personal distortions.  It would only be natural for some to have other opinions and I welcome any healthy conversation on the topic.  

Two things began to happen in my later years; in my personal life I was beginning to work more directly on overcoming my life traumas, hidden shames and hardships.  I was intentionally seeking spiritual answers as well as practical answers to life’s big question “why are we here?”.  As a client of energy work, acupuncture and Shamanism, as well as, traditional talk therapy I was also opening myself up energetically.  The orbs, among other paranormal activity, start appearing in greater frequency right about 2010 first on digital camera and later on two different phone video cameras.  In the Shamanic practice however I did have access to and was trained in muscle testing or applied kinesiology.

Querying what these orbs were with my Shamanic practitioner the muscle testing answers would consistently be “Yes” to positive or neutral statements and “No” to negative or even evil.. It would take much inner work, study and meditation to understand at long last that these are pure consciousness. When I refer to my inner work I do take responsibility that I am still a work in progress. As this is getting long let’s begin a look at the research:

It’s the second decade of the 21st century where I begin to notice disclosure of once tightly held information regarding UFO’s begin to drip out and become exposed to larger populations.  At the end of 2020 a COVID-19 relief package was approved and had the requirement that certain intelligence agencies reveal all they know about UFO’s.  While that disclosure has produced compelling documentation those files are in pieces and drabs, must be read and dots connected.  It is far from what many of us had hoped would be “full disclosure”.

“And he rode upon a cherub, and did fly: and he was seen upon the wings of the wind.”

2 Samuel 22:11

Considering Angels are mentioned over 200 times in the Bible I am amazed at how few people actually believe in them or only speak of the fallen Angels.  Angels act as liaisons between man in form and the spirit world, specifically to our Creator.  Angels are spirits with no physical form but can manifest into form in our physical world as described in Luke 1:11

That Angels are sent into this world to assist man is paramount.  Ezekial’s Wheel for example is a craft that comes from the skies. The Book of the Secrets of Enoch, while not part of our Holy Bible is very much one of the books of the Bible. Enoch’s travels into the 7 Heavens among the Angels shows us there are more levels or densities to our soul’s evolution than just here on 3D Earth. They are NOT our Gods, they are our Guides.

“My God hath sent his angel, and hath shut the lions’ mouths, that they have not hurt me: forasmuch as before him innocency was found in me; and also before thee, O king, have I done no hurt.” Daniel 6:22 KJV

Image of Daniel in the Lion’s Cave and Angelic

“For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways. They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone” Psalm 91:11-12

The information I was exposed to via cable television would have me believe that this was only ghostly activity or dead people or dust. I would come to find, in time, that these orbs are many, many things both separately and at the same time. 

Of course as time has passed my knowledge of Other Worlds or realms grows and my faith in a God/Source/Creator, a Christ Consciousness and a Jesus the Christ and Higher Density Beings whose purpose is to be helpful is now pretty solid. I can also see how it is our collective consciousness that manifests the lower realm entities and feeds it with “loosh (the energy that is generated from fear)”. I do not get answers so much as I get led to find the answers through what I read and whom I meet along the way. I have faith and confidence in the messages and synchronicities I receive.

Due to the enormity of information this will be broken down into parts. Stand by for Part 3 as we will explore more of the research and writing around UFO’s, ETs, Angels and Spirits, channeling and what they say about these orbs or light anomalies, the reasons why we may be seeing so much activity today, and why so many are receiving this type of spirit communication.


  1. Kim Skaj says:

    Thank you for your presented body of work! It definitely speaks to me and I look forward to your next installment, so much!. I feel like the newbie/child in all of this. I earned my induction into awakening recently, with an up close craft encounter. Ever-evolving and very busy doing the work it takes to be on this path. I am paying attention now and I am becoming more aligned in purpose and deed. It is exciting!

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    1. sonia says:

      Welcome Kim. I am so glad you enjoyed it. I still feel so new to all of this too so we can journey together 🙂


  2. TheZenith says:

    WOW! This is a great follow-up to part.1. I’m really immersed here with you in trying to uncover the pieces of your lost/ shattered/ wiped memory. I’d never bothered looking up what kinesiology ass before this, now i know. The talk of Angels and other beings, there’s still so much we don’t understand this post really makes the reader realize that. Your journey is different from my own and and yet I’m so drawn to it. I looking forward to your explanations and to reading more of it and then finally, reading it all at once.

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    1. sonia says:

      Thank you. Hope to blow your mind again in a day or two with more. I’m glad you liked it. 🙂


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