Part 4 Contact: Experiencers

“Many in the earthly scientific communities believe that the life is limited to the physical expression and that consciousness is a result of the body’s bio-chemical/nuero electrical functions.  Following these erroneous beliefs they draw an equally erroneous conclusion that consciousness ends at death”.

Voyagers Vol 2: The Secrets of Amenti 38-39

In trying to understand my experience in Part 1 I had to really immerse myself in the memory, or what I remembered at the time. I would set the intention to travel into the memory itself to discover what was happening just before I woke up.  What I came to discover was that there was something present in the room prior to my opening my eyes and seeing this object floating up ward and across my room. Further meditations, especially these past 2 years, would bring it all into greater focus and detail while also creating more questions “Has this happened to others?” Today there are many experiencers of contact or abduction by both helpful and not so helpful ETs.  Many of these same experiencers or witnesses are also whistleblowers, some from government projects, some from corporations, that are disclosing information long withheld from the public. It is because they have shared their stories that I am able to pick up the pieces of my own.

Before the smart phone I had a little digital camera, the Indian on the table is a symbol of one of my guides. Notice the orb just above the dolls head.

My story isn’t what I’d call a “BIG” story but that is not a reflection of the value of my experience (s) for this lifetime or for my eternal soul. It is a story that could easily have been forgotten in the haze of material world dogma and doubt and the value of the experience lost forever. 

Corey Goode is the first experiencer or witness/whistleblower I discovered that was discussing orbs. His experience is with blue orbs. These blue orbs would come into his home carrying a crew of Blue Avians, which are very “helpful” ETs and possibly part of Corey’s soul group.  He too has traveled inside of these orbs to the moon and Mars and beyond.  Corey came forward in 2014 after his memories of being in the Secret Space Program fully surfaced.  

Corey at age 6 was placed into the MILAB program.  A government program that identifies and then recruits and trains children that exhibit special abilities.  Corey was identified as an intuitive empath.  Following that training he was then abducted into the Secret Space Program for the purpose of using his skills as an empath.  He was abducted 3 times over the course of his childhood and teens and served 20 years tours each time.  Corey’s claims were that we, here on Earth, within our governments and corporations have the technology to age regress, do time travel, fly all over the solar system and that there are many beings that populate our Earth, our solar system and our Universe. 

Corey explains that the blue spheres or orbs he encounters are actually a part of the Sphere Being Alliance which is a group of these higher density Blue Avian beings. They are here to assist us as our planet and it’s beings go through a shift in consciousness from 3rd density into 4th density (some call 5D).

“The Sphere-Being Alliance is fighting the current controlling elite known as the Cabal or Illuminati who exist on Earth at this very moment. There are events and battles occurring above our atmosphere involving the Secret Space Programs and Break Away Civilizations. The people of Earth have been in debt slavery, mind controlled, sickened, and lied to in order to control the masses. We have had technologies suppressed from us that would change our lives. The Alliance is here to help humanity evolve out of this lower frequency. It’s time to know our rights, who we truly are, and what we need to do about it. These technologies would immediately collapse the world economies and make the Babylonian Money Magic Slave System of no use anymore. It means the Loss of Control of the .01% (Elite) over the Masses and a complete Paradigm Change.”
Many of the orbs that visit me are blue. I do not believe or do not remember if I’ve been taken for a ride.

Although I will refer back to Cory again and again in future posts I can not do his story justice; please visit his website from there you will find the many ways that Corey has found to share his incredible story with all of us.  Corey’s Blue Avians, like those of Ra and possibly of the same social memory complex or belonging to the same federation, have a message:

Every day focus on becoming more “Service to Others” oriented.  Focus on being more “Loving” and “Focus on raising you Vibrational and Consciousness Level” and to learn to “Forgive Yourself and Others (Thus “Releasing Karma”). This will change the Vibration of the Planet, The “Shared Consciousness of Humanity” and “Change Humanity One Person at a time” (Even if that “One Person” is yourself.)
Corey with Blue Avian, Ra Tier Air and a Golden Triangle Head being before the Super Federation. (photo from Google images free usage)

I have remained a fan of Corey Goode for these 7+ years but to be honest for most of that time, although I believed his story, I didn’t see how his orbs related to my experience. That would come later. It seems that Guidance would always have me do my due diligence in research (read, read, read) which in turn builds my confidence in those things I’ve intuited. And then come the signs and wonders (synchronicities) which provides validation from beyond the veil.  Seven years plus, 10 – 20 authors and their books, lectures, series, webinars on the esoteric, mysticism, ufology, shamanism, theology and more and then finally  “helpful” ones have Kathleen Marden and I cross paths in early 2022.

Kathleen is an author, experiencer, UFO investigator and an advocate for experiencers, as well as, the niece of Betty and Barney Hill who were abducted and taken aboard craft September 1961. The Betty and Barney story is famous as being the first publicized ET abduction case.  My contact experience happened in 1965 which is also the year that the Betty and Barney Hill story would first be publicized.  It is reasonable to see why the adults might think that I had heard that story and was repeating it for attention. Betty and Barney would make the news throughout my childhood and would be used against my memory anytime I brought up my experience.  My insistence that something did happen earned me the nickname “Chicken Little”.

Betty and Barney Hill, 1965 when the story hit the press. (Photo from Google Images free usage)

That I had given in to the early childhood “programming” through negative comparison to their story became obvious in that I avoided any connection to that story in my own research.  Although I realize no one person can validate my personal experience one can gain a great deal when looking at common traits among different experiencers.

Kathleen, herself, has had the attention of ET groups her whole life. They show concern with her health and toxins that she was exposed to over her lifetime.  She grew up near a highly toxic Super Fund site, as well as, being near nuclear facilities.  Kathleen says that the ETs have such a high interest in part due to the toxicity of the Earth  and she too confirms presence of benevolent ETs powering down our nuclear plants. In her recently published Forbidden Knowledge I was able to make many comparisons with things that happened in my own experience.

Kathleen Marden, author, researcher, experiencer and niece of Betty and Barney Hill.

Kathleen along with 3 close colleagues formed a research/meditation circle in which the members of the Council of Eight were channeled by one or more of the members. The Council of Eight is a collective of 8 individuated souls/beings/energies of other higher densities and dimensions who seek to serve the highest good and have been in contact with at least one member (Kevin Briggs) since his childhood.  All four members have experiences with orbs, as well as contact and abduction. 

It was 2014 when I became interested in channeled works.  First with the Law of One series channeled between 1981 and 1984. Later my studies would include The Seth Material, the work of Edgar Cayce, David Wilcock, Carla Ruckert, Barbara Brodsky, L/L Research’s database and today I also include the work of Kathleen and her colleagues (the Council of Four) in their Q&As with the Council of Eight found in the second half of the book. Although considered “pseudo-science” to many, it is high validation in my personal world.  Yet I too will seek out as much hard science as possible to back up that which is passed along via a channel.

On the subject of telepathy, Ort who is of a higher density and one of the members of the Council of Eight describes how they use it, “We use consciousness itself as the conduit for telepathic communication.  And the telepathic language is changed into the language of the person who is asking the questions or communicating, so it is understood.” (160).  This is an important point.  In telepathy the communicators are accessing each other’s knowledge base, by increasing your knowledge in any particular area will give your Guides more data, so to speak, to work with.  This is also a reason that I read extensively on subjects of interest.

A blue orb flies from the bookcase across the room.

On orbs, Ort explains that they are “conscious energy” and consciousness or thought can travel in this manner.  Ort gives a description of itself in encounters with one of the human members as a child, Kevin Briggs, as being an orange, vibrating orb.  Around 2011 I had an encounter myself with an orange/gold orb gryrating and moving about near my feet. 

Are we using this conscious energy as children when we fly about the room or have the sensation of falling back into bed?  Of course we are.  David Wilcock, in his famously long winded way, provides a great deal of the “science” behind orbs through the work of scientist Ken Shoulders and others.  Exotic Vacuum Objects is the term coined by Shoulders whose experiments proved that orbs can be created, directed and can provide levitation, and are the basis of free energy.  Wilcock’s recent webinar has many parallels to that stated by the Council of Eight regarding orbs and propulsion.

Ort also provides this warning: 

“Unfortunately, this force can be used negatively for controlling people, controlling species, controlling planets.  There is good and evil in everything” (160).

This bunch of orbs appear to be coming out of the towel itself. You can hear the shower water running. Are these condensation or spirit orbs? If you look closely you can see an image of a bearded face.

How do I know that what those of Shongu, my Spirit Guides, are “helpful” ones?  Read on…

It was a couple of days after receiving the Shamanic blessing (early April) when I became very ill but not with COVID symptoms.  Mine were neurological pain, nerve sensitivity – especially my feet, I was unable to walk many days and other days I  just had to move very slowly, I was having some increased GI tract issues, decreased appetite but was still eating, a lot. I had strange bruises on my legs and my legs had a kind of transparent look to them, and I was not sleeping.  I did not have a cold, nor sniffles nor sore throat nor trouble breathing then or since.  In late May though I lost 20 lbs in a two week period, I would end up losing a total of 50 lbs by September.

My psychic abilities seemed to have also taken a leap at this time. I was having an increase in visual activity, seeing more spirits or beings around every corner, seeing orbs, mists and twinkling lights without the use of a camera..  Everything from muscle testing to sensing EMF energy was heightened.  I was able to put myself easily into a lucid dream state and visit my Guides regularly. My mediations went very deep and I was able to achieve and hold visualization for the duration and synchronicities began appearing many times a day.  The messages I was getting from Shongu were to connect my current situation with my early childhood memories.

In early June a book comes across my social media feed titled Plague by Judy A Mikovitz, Ph.D, on the possible source of chronic fatigue, autism and other conditions.  By the time I reached page 50 this work would link the mono virus or Epstein Barr Virus (EBV) to the cancer that took my sister’s life at age 58, it also has potential links with many other chronic conditions.  I knew of EBV as decades earlier I was diagnosed with restless legs which used to be called Epstein Barr Syndrome, however I did not know it was the mono virus reactivated nor that it would result in death if not treated. I would also discover that I likely had mono when I was born or shortly thereafter. This is one of the things I believe Shongu wanted me to discover.  

I would finally reach out to my Primary Care (PCP) and through tele health appointments blood work was ordered.  I asked for and received an EBV test.  I did not tell that my suspicion that my symptoms could be connected to this latent virus.  The test returned positive and with antibody numbers abnormally out of range; which is one of the indicators noted in Judy’s book.  Four more tests would conclude Chronic Active Epstein Barr Virus.  A CT scan would reveal a mass on my pancreas that has turned out to be two small pancreatic tumors. 

This is a copy of 4 of the EBV tests done in 2020/21. All 4 show abnormal antibody numbers which diagnoses as Chronic Active Epstein Barr Virus.

While the only cure for this “rare” condition is a stem cell transplant there are remedies that can extend your life and help the symptoms. It was clear from  reading medical journals, naturopathic articles and articles from other Drs and scientists…that what I needed was an anti-viral and to boost my immune system.   While my primary care physician would not treat me I was able to see a naturopath who did provide me with an herbal antiviral tincture.  I would later be able to obtain both HCQ and Ivermectin which I continue to take today as those with CAEBV are more prone to COVID illness. The worst of my symptoms from 2020 are gone and I am maintaining a healthy weight.  I still have the fibromyalgia and nerve ending issues but with far less pain and recurrence. 

This flurry of activity is caught on camera at my mother’s home.

In March 2022 I would find that there had been research studies done on the common health conditions found in those who experienced abduction.  An earlier research study by MUFON states: 

“…that a high percentage of abduction experiencers suffer from Chronic Fatigue and Immune Dysfunction Syndrome, sometimes called Chronic or Reactivating Mononucleosis”

And the Marden-Stoner Study adds:

“38% of the participants in our study have a CFIDS or RM [reactivating mono] diagnosis, whereas less than 1% of the US population has this diagnosis. This is a highly significant finding. Reports of such a high rate of CFIDS among abduction experiencers should be taken seriously by the medical community. One has to wonder if the alien environment is causing illness among humans. Are the ET’s experiments passing this syndrome to experiencers? Could it be caused by the alien technology that allows the transfer of a human body through a solid structure? Is it an adrenal response caused by one’s persistent fear of abduction? Is it the result of a sleep disorder? Is it a retrovirus created by ETs?”

The Marden-Stoner Study p 9

We do not have final answers to the above questions. However, I have every reason to believe and nothing to contradict that I was Divinely led by my soul group through the many books, studies, journals, articles, lectures, webinars, social media and validations through prayer, meditation, muscle testing and the ever awesome “signs and wonders”. I can safely say that I was led to information that vastly improved my health and may have saved my life.

Future posts will dig more deeply into the “secrets and cover ups” and “genetic experiments” related to ET contact. In a following post I will write about some of the signs, wonders and synchronicities I’ve received that validate for me that I am on my path. Keep coming back…

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  1. TheZenith says:

    This just gets more incredible with each chapter. Very interesting explanation on Orbs, crazy amount of activity around you. Never heard of these diseases of conditions you mention, but to link them to effects of abduction.. well down the rabbit hole we go! Curiouser & Curiouser my dear friend…

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